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aihs...havin a pretty bad sore throat!! hopefully it doesnt lead to fever...coz most of the time it does..
hm..so yea, dats y im not in skool today, and i missed out all the fun they r gona hav..haihz, i reli reli wanted to go skool, coz they r havin a frisbee competition..and i was suppose to b playing.. HAHA..i mean, not dat im so good at dat game, but just u noe..since its my last yr in skool, and jen nicely put my name in, so thot of just giving it a try..haha.. plus, they [bee,tsu n jean] r planning to hav a photo session.. haihz...haihz... so yea, missed out all the fun, and im like pathetically here, sitting in front of the comp, typing dis post while listening to tong hua! haha.. and no one is online..i mean, who wld, everyone is in skool... argh! k, they r probably havin recess now..i shud hav went to skool..despite havin sore throat, i mean, its just sore throat.. argh, nvm..!
so irritating lar, i cant study!! specially not at home..lotsa distractions n temptations..hahaha!! probably i'll go jaya to study,..actually today is the most suitable day to go, but haihz, im at home..argh!..
and im gona hav bread for lunch..coz mum din hav time to cook for me..*sobzz* and im so not good at cooking..hahaha!! cant even prepare tuna properly..dis is wat happened.. came home yesterday, thot of eating bread wit tuna, and then when i opened the can, found out it wasnt those ready made tuna where i can eat instantly...so had to prepare the tuna myself.. and while preparing, i spilled the oil all over myself..argh, messed up the table n all..aihz! hehe..

hm..k, wana go..do sumthin else besides sitting in front of the comp..=P mayb will end up sitting infront of dat idiot box! ahaha!..

er..sum updates..

okay, sorry bout my previous post, hav no idea wat happened to it, sumhow it just disappeared when i posted it..so, ya..wel, being my own lazy self, i cant b bothered to re-type it..hahaha!! nuthin much in dat post ler..haha..

so yes, today is sunday!! haha..er.. ya..a short recap bout these few days..

friday - had another round of celebration for venbee, dis time slightly better lar, hehe.. its a surprise partee..had it in jaya..haha, and ya..it was pretty fun, we got cream all over our face n all..haha..we had to wash our face wit ice, coz mcd din hav water supply..haha!..

sat- got sunburn!!! wel, woke up pretty early, sent daph to skool, then had b/fast wit parents, then went for tuition...then after tuition, went to samad's carnival,...yes, and dats where i got sun burn!..haha..din do much in da carnival,..walk around, owh...we went to the erm..maze / haunted hse..haha..but er, wasnt dat scary..coz they oni had like one so called ghost, and it was pretty bright..haha..but wat makes it scary is da background music..haha..! hm, then later at nite, went for passion concert!!! hehee..was pretty gud..!!

sun - was in church frm, er..9am till 330 pm..haha..went for church review, but we left pretty early..got kinda bored there..haha..so ya, nick fetched km n i back, *thx nick*..hehe..so then, came home, went swimming..hahaha..and here am i writing dis post!..hahaha..

news.. - veevien finally got a fone legally!! haha...good for u vee!! haha.. so now i can send u my pics! HAHAA..and u can slowly..admire it! HAHAHHA!!..

alrite, goin for dinner, sis gona spend..haha..cyaz!

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happy bday VEnbeeE!!!

hehehe, yeapz, its venbee's bday today!! wel, hope she had a good time la..
to bee : so sorry, for not planning properly..i noe ure dissapointed..=/ but, er..stil hope u enjoyed la..
nwyay, went to tsu's hse last nite after tuition[addm3!!] went there to bake muffins for ventz! haha...then, wel, it was our first time baking muffins, blueberry muffins, to b exact! haha..so had a nice time tho, lookin at the muffins 'grow' in the oven! hehe..but er, they din turn out sonice la..haha, coz we din put margarine, hahaha![wel, coz da recipe din mention bout margerine!!] so ya, it turned out kinda dry,.
so went skool, blablabla, then gave her the muffins during recess, sang for her as well!... then went to jaya after skool, erm, haha..so went to mcd, to put our bags, and then tsu said she wanted to eat kfc, so we teman her there to buy, but in the end, we ended up eating in kfc, with our skool bags in mcd! hahaa! so yea, basically, lepaked at jaya till like 630pm..
so pathetic lar, din hav anywhere to go, so there were times where we sat at the busstop and outside tgif like doinkies! haha..but had a good time tokkin ler..!

as for cf today, we had interview for the next committee members, erm, wld say dat it went pretty well la..hehe..cept that they were all pretty nervous! haha..but dats, normal ler..

owh, haihz, and today we did our very LAST udta [ ujian daya tahan asas] its a physical test thingy lar, where we havto do sit ups, pumping, running, and one more i duno wats it called in english..hahah!! we do it twice a yr, and dis is the very very last time im gona do it for my entire life!! hAHahahAHh!! was tellin wenfei today when we're 'running'..=], dat i still remember back in form 1, when i said " cant wait till my last udta..!" and like, NOW, today, is my last one..haihz, time passes so FAST!! =]

hm, wat else? oh, den wont b around dis weekend *again* hahahaha!! *ngekZ* nah, shes away in genting..for a camp [b2b]..im SO gona miss her!! -not- :]

haihz, i hav a 2 1/2hr chemistry tuition tomm!! crazy!! nah, coz its including a replacement class.. gona get SO sick of chem tomm..haha..n johnson is joining us too! kekez!!

so, hm, yea..tonite [friday nite] we dun hav celL!..hm..hehe...yea...-.-

alrite, nuthin much i guez, hahahaha..my life's boringgggg...nah, its very interesting! keke! -??-

oh, im a good girl today, din eat in class...hehehehe..nah la, coz din bring any food to skool today! hahahaha..!

OWH, and i so so like today's weather!! its like..raining most of the time, and when its not, its so windy and cooling!! den must b freeezing up in genting! AkakAKkaKA.>!! so nice!!! hhehehe!!

one more thing, im so so into dis chinese [mandarin] song..frm guang liang, entitled tong hua.. WAH...so sweet lar, i cried k..when i watched the video clip., coz my mum explained wat the song is about..[dun understand mandarin..] hehe..so SWEEEEETTT!!! hahahahah!! =P

kayla, enuff of crappin! cyaz!


[our 'babies' in the oven!!]


[summore...]


[ooo, so pretty, but..the taste...er..? haahha..]


[3 of us, nono, we din eat in tgif..hahaha! =]

i never knew...

i never knew...

how blessed am i..
until last sunday morning...

this happened when we were on the way to church...
as we were heading towards the federal highway, i looked out the window, and i saw, a family of five, in a motocycle...the father, mother and three children, age ranging bout 3-6 yrs old..sitting in between the parents are i assume the two younger child, whereas the older one was infront of the father, and there at the back, the mother was trying hard to make sure of her children's safety by holding them wit one of her arm, and on the other hand, she had to hold on to a big black bag[wit things in there la..] and there, i was seated comfortably on a leathered seated and airconditioned car..lookin out at them..
i almost broke into tears..coz i finally realised dat i never reli appreciated things / ppl around me..and most importantly, i never realised how blessed i was, how fortunate i am..

dis is not sumthin to b proud of,
but sumthin to be grateful for,
sumthing to be thankful for,
sumthing to be appreciated
and never to b taken for granted!

i also never knew / experienced...

the outcome of putting God first in everythin i do...
until sunday also...

ive been complaining recently, bout the progress in cell, how uncooperative my members r, how they would not concentrate, and all..
and i finally realised, dat its not them to b blamed also, i realised dat, its bcoz ive not been spending enuff time wit God, hav not been putting him first in all dat i do, [not dat God is such a heartless God dat he wana punish me or sumthin, but i guez is coz He wants me to learn to alwiz put Him first..] and im reli thankful for dis..
started to reli spend time with God last week, i tried waking up earlier to start my day off talking to God n all.. and seriously, last fri's cell was i wld say one of the best,..[eventho they still got pretty bored durin word,] haha..but i still count it good..considering dat they managed to knoe each other better..and last sunday, four of my cell members rededicated their lives, and i was so so happy..[nothing to b proud of, all glory to Jesus..] =P
so, yea..reli..thankful..hehe..duno wat else to say..

basically, had a very nice weekend..
-things dat i was worrying about is now settled...
-went shopping, yea, i wld say TOO much of shopping..hahaha...
-managed to buy a new pair of pants..[hav been searching for one for quite sum time..] haih, but gotta pay myself, hehe..
- then the good news durin service..
- then den came back frm langkawi safely!! and she bought SUMMORE loacker!!
- and i got to get over my little addiction to neopets!! hahahaha!!
- managed to answer sum chemistry ques..[calculation ones!!]

ohoh, we [ mum, sisters n me] are not allowed to go one utama for one month..!! my dad dun let us go!! hahahaha..coz we've been goin too much, dat he's sick of it edi!! hahahaa..can u imagine dat?? [pity him also, we go shopping, he has to like..wait for us..too bad he dunhav a son..haha.. if not then he can go shop for guys stuff, or mayb go play pool..hahaha..but he is sort of havin a son la..[ensiang] hahaha!!okok..guez i crapped too much..hahaha..

[hou happy arr!!]-very happy- =P

stress?

hm, starting to get pretty stressed up..wel, hav a few things dat im juggling wit now, and..haihz, dun seem to b doin it well...

mainly is spm, its in less than 20 weeks time..and im still so lost in my CHEMISTRY!! seriously, i dunt noe even the very basic things in chem..like the ions n all..esh..i mean, now i noe edi la..haha..after much teachin frm wenfei n vv, ahaha..oh, and im so happy, i noe how to calculate..er..for termokimia..hahahhaha!! all thx to wenfei..!and i finally noe how to calculate mol..hehehe..[i shud noe all this in form 4] haihz, haha..

and recently erm, things hav not been goin very well,not like how it used to, deres been sum complications erm..yea..nvm..kinda personal, cant disclose it here..=P but haihz, kinda worried, but yet im trusting in God dat things will turn out fine..i noe it will, but still sumhow kinda worried,..

duno why, but recently i feel like alot of things hav been happening to the ppl around me n myself also..its just weird..wel, its erm..things dat are good, and also things dat are bad..and its like..everyone seem to b goin tru sumthin..for me, theres both good n bad stuff happening now..dere will be times when i get so overjoyed!*winkz* and then all of a sudden sumting will happen and it wld make me miserable..so weird la..esh..=P haihz, nvm if u dun get me..hehe.=P

...oh, starting chemistry tuition tomm..ehhe..forgot to mention dat we got the teacher to teach us chem,..and reli thank God dat we r all free on saturday morning.. hehe..at first we were planning to hav it on wednesday, but now i tink saturday will be better.. hopefully i can understand wat he teaches, since my basic is er..so terrible..? hehe..now we hav farah n i tink johnson is joining us too..! so theres erm..5 of us!..ehhe..=P

..ohoh, haha..and ive started to play neopets..thx to daph!! haha..but so happie, coz veevien n chiaern decided to help me get neopoints..and in erm..2 days i tink, they got me like close to 50+ k..hahaha..so kewl!! but now dat i hav so much nps, i duno wat to do wit it, i feel bad for spending them, coz its like..they got it for me..and..haha..dunola..but dun tink i will reli play it la, as in..mayb once in a while, gotta study lar!..eheh..[wrong time to b playing games]

..oh..haha..and today is the day when the form 5 prefects step down, so which means, frm monday onwards, there wont b anymore prefects in form 5! haha..wel, which means, we can..ahhahah..we can makan!! hahha..*ooppz* wel, im sure all of them wld miss becoming a prefect..hehe..and im sure we'll miss havin prefects around us..*winkz*

hm, okok..guez dis is too much..haha..seems like im writing and essay..hhha..

alrite, dats it lar..byebye! =P

iguanas..

hm..just suddenly felt like posting sumthin bout iguanas..hahaha!! wel, for sum of u, those u duno..i like iguanas..reli..i think they r so cute..aahaha..[weird rite..?] in fact, i like reptiles..even snakes..ahaha..but i especially like iguana..want to hav one..but parents dun let..but i understand also..im stayin in a condo..and its reli hard to hav one tho..haihz..haha..but ive always wanted to hav one on my shoulder and walk around wit it..so kewl..[ok, mayb sum of u r alredi eww-ing now..haha..] wat i like most bout them is the fact dat they like to stone..and they look so cute when they r stoning..hahha..i hav so much fun lookin at them..stone! haha..once i went pets wonderland in ou..and i spent quite sum time lookin at them stone in the cage..ahaha...
so jelez of tongvern..he use to hav an iguana..and now he has a reli kewl orange-spotted lizard i tink..hahaha!!


[so CUTEE!! poser giler..haha..]


[ahahaha..so sweeeet..]


[so greeenn...]

haha..aight..dats it..
i reli like the first and second pic..
haha..so cuteee..hm..okok..sum of u must b thinking im sum weirdo..
coz i think iguanas are cute..aahhaha..=P