everything about my week..

hm..okay..finally i get to hav sum time to post sumthin ere..hehe..

mon to fri, was basically skool n homeworks..and..of coz..bullying eejen..
hahaha..so fun to bully her la..so comel wan..*sorry la jen, just playing k* hehe..
yea..and all of a sudden i became a middle person between 2 BESTfrens who are fighting -lisan and kamloong..aih..
its just so hard..im hearing two diff stories..and i cant be telling anyone one of them anything..coz it'll just make things worse..but they're asking..and they noe dat i noe..and i cant lie..ESH>..i reli dun wana be da one dat makes things worse between them...

erm..as for cell, it was kinda erm..sad? dunola..but everyone seemed so tired
and moodless..(mayb coz of da fact dat they hav skool da next day)but,i stil had fun la..=P

as for saturday, aihs..so tiring la..had cross country..had to "run" for 5km..
yea..of coz i din run for 5 km..no way la..haha..but i din walk da whole time oso la..so..its like..mixture la..walk then run..then walk again..and then..thank God it started raining right after i finished da race..but stil, was soaked..hehe..and thank God dat da weather wasn't as bad as i expected..except for da haze la..but it wasnt hot or nything..it was..erm..very cloudy infact..but sadly, got haze la..aihs..*so smelly*

then on sunday (today), worship was good,lead by angeline and john, and pastor julie spoke bout erm..i dun think deres like..a title..hehe..dunola..*mayb wasnt paying attention?**whoOps* anyways, its was basically about climbing the ladder, as in..in watever aspect la..for skool, work (promotion) n all..
so yeala..and after service, had a short erm..duno wat to call it..meeting? haha..
watever u call it la..wit angeline,km and delaine..yeala..its regarding da cell's change of leadership..(coz our dear cell leader is moving on to college)
so..right now, duno if delaine is ready to take up internship (shes stil praying bout it..shes worried dat she cant commit so much..coz of her tight schedule)
and..km is goin to be da asst cl..and im gona be da cl..

okay..truthfully, i really and i mean REALLY..dun think dat im capable of taking dat up..i dun hav dat capability to lead da cell..im serious..i hav no idea how im gona do it..im not responsible enuff, im not committed enuff, and im not a good example and i..i just cant la..but..of coz, like wat pastor julie said, promotion comes frm God..so..guess if He chose me, im gona trust dat He's gona see me thru..and im surrendering it all to Him..

--Lord, u hear my cry, and u noe dat im relireli worried about taking dis up..but if its ur plan for me to be da cl, then im gona be obedient and obey u..so, i pray dat u'll see me thru and grant me da humility dat i wont be proud of myself,and keep reminding me dat im only ur servant,let the pride in me be removed, dat i may serve u humbly, and serve u wit al my heart..and also, grant me the commitment towards the cell..not forgetting km n delaine, may u use them to be an example to the others,and continue to lead and guide them even as they lead the cell..
and i knoe dat im not in any level higher than them, we are all just ur vessels, ur tools,..so i pray dat we'll all be able to work together and serve u wholeheartedly..and right now, im surrendering everything unto u..may u hav ur way..
in Jesus name i pray, Amen..!--

hm..guess dats bout it..see if i hav time to update during da week..coz test is like..in 8 days time..and ive not started studying..so yeala..
bye..cya..takecare!

type B personality..;P

You Have A Type B Personality

B You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

kewl quotes..

these are the quotes frm mother teresa..
found em when i was looking 4 info bout her for moral..hehe..pretty kewl..


"Keep the joy of loving God in your heart and share this joy with all you meet, especially your family. Be holy--let us pray."

"There is no greater sickness in the world today than the lack of love."

"We can do no great things; only small things with great love."

"God loves a cheerful giver. She or he gives best who gives with a smile."

"The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread."

"Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless."

"We need to find God, and God cannot be found in noise and restlessness. God is the friend of silence. See how nature--trees and flowers and grass--grow in silence. See the stars, the moon, and the sun, how they move in silence. The more we receive in silent prayer, the more we can give in our active life."

"God made the world rich enough to feed and clothe all human beings."

"The other day I dreamed that I was at the gates of heaven. And St. Peter said, 'Go back to Earth, there are no slums up here.' "

"Pride destroys everything. To imitate Jesus is the key to be meek and humble in heart."

"There is only one God and He is God to all; therefore it is important that everyone is seen as equal before God. I've always said we should help a Hindu become a better Hindu, a Muslim become a better Muslim, a Catholic become a better Catholic."

"People who love each other fully and truly are the happiest people in the world. They may have little, they may have nothing, but they are happy people. Everything depends on how we love one another."

"When I was crossing into Gaza, I was asked at the checkpost whether I was carrying any weapons. I replied: Oh yes, my prayer books."

"If you have a sick or lonely person at home, be there. Maybe just to hold a hand, maybe just to give a smile, that is the greatest, the most beautiful work."

"Prayer gives us a pure heart and a pure heart can do much."

"Keep your heart pure. A pure heart is necessary to see God in each other. If you see God in each other, there is love for each other, then there is peace."

"The poor do not need our sympathy and our pity. The poor need our love and compassion."

"I don't know what God is doing. He knows. We do not understand, but of one thing I'm sure, He doesn't make a mistake."

"God has created us to love and to be loved, and this is the beginning of prayer--to know that he loves me, that I have been created for greater things."

"The joy of Jesus will be my strength--it will be in my heart. Every person I meet will see it in my work, my walk, my prayer--in everything."

"Keep the light of Christ always shining in your hearts. Only He is the Way to be trodden. He is the Truth we must speak out. He is the Love we must love."

"Faith in action is love, and love in action is service. By transforming that faith into living acts of love, we put ourselves in contact with God Himself, with Jesus our Lord."

"Christ is hidden under the suffering appearance of anyone who is hungry, naked, homeless, or dying."

"People are hungry for God. Do you see that? Quite often we look but do not see. We are all passing through this world. We need to open our eyes and see."

"We must convert our love for Christ into deeds. We must express Christian love in concrete, living ways."

"Let us bring love and compassion to win the world, to bring the world the gospel of Christ. Let us all bring the good news that God loves the world!"

"You who have received so much love, share it with others. Love others the way that God has loved you, with tenderness."

"Communion with Christ gives us our strength, our joy, and our love."

"All of us must be saints in this world. Holiness is a duty for you and me. So let's be saints and so give glory to the Father."

"My prayer for you is that you come to understand and have the courage to answer Jesus' call to you with the simple word 'yes'."

"Love does not measure; it just gives."

with all i am

into your hand
i commit again
with all i am
for you lord

you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and im yours forever

Jesus i believe in you
Jesus i belong to you
you're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am
i'll walk with you wherever you go
through tears and joy
i'll trust in you
and i will live in all of your ways
and your promises forever

i will worship i will worship you forever

kay..its been a long time since i updated..hehe..
so erm, heres a summary of my cny..

eve: had dinner wit dad's side...met up wit all of my cousins...din do much dere...
after dinner, went over to pohpoh's place (mum's mum)..then

first day : went over to poh poh's place again..then everyone was dere-all of mummy's
relatives....and yea..got lotsa angpaus..hehehe..was dere almost da whole day..
then at nite, they came over to our hse for dinner..(dad cooked)..hehe..so yummy..=P

second day : din hav anything to do..coz din follow parents to visitation..then den wanted to go
pyramid to buy sum cds...so went dere for erm..less than an hour..haha..coz its da
second day of cny...almost all da shops were closed..haha...then at nite, went to tsu
yi's place for dinner...din do much there, except..i thought faiz to play mahjong...

third day : tsuyi,venbee n lisan came over to my hse..firstly, we played mahjong, then played
cho tai ti, then haha..wierdest thing, we played monopoly...and i WON!!..i made all of
them bankrupt!! haha..thx to my hotel in pall mall and vine street..haha! *ngekngek*
then they stayed for dinner as well..

fourth day : went over to venbee's hse..then played monopoly together wit her sisters and sheau
chuan..was so funny, coz we were all giving discount for the ppl dat cant afford to
pay..haha..then more ppl came..and they started playing mahjong...play ctt..
we oni went for dinner at about 10pm..coz we had to wait for amy..haih..she was
stuck in a jam on her way back frm ipoh..hehe..so yea..then went dinner in ming
tien..and then went n watch late nite movie in ou(my first and last time doin dat)..
watched himalaya singh..haha..dumb show..super funny...then left ou at about 230
am..(yes..i feel so guilty and notti..im never ever gona do dat again..)btw, my
parents knew about it la..dats y i feel guilty..made them worry for me..coz dis was
a last min plan..dats y cldnt tell them bout it...
nyways,went back to vb's hse, suppose to sleep but then ended up playing mahjong
again..haha..played till 4..then went to bed..but then ended up chitchatting..
together wit her sis..till bout 5..then woke up bout 830...got ready and waited for
my parents to fetch me to church..
surprisingly, i din feel sleepy at all..haha!!..

fifth day : yea..went church, then after church, went over to aaron's place..*such a nice hse*
hehe..lepak dere till bout 4..then left..

haih..guess dats bout it la..after dat, skool started..and yeala..hav been doin da usual thing - HOMEWORKS>.!! haha!..
yeap..and guess i wont be updating anytime soon..coz me tyring not to come on9 so often edi..
*need to study*

owh..woops..forgot one thing..sumthing dat happened before cny!!...*sobzzz* i lost my fone!!!
haih..yeala..went ou da sunday b4 cny...then put my fone in da pocket outside of my sling bag..
then kena stolen lor...din even realise bout it until i wanted to use my fone..haih..im so blur..of coz la..so currently, i duno wat fone to buy...either nokia 3220,7260,or 6230...haih..see la how..

haha..kk..dats it..byee..!!=P

hieee...okok...i cant type properly now, so im reli sorry if deres any spelling mistakes...
wel, if ure wondering why i cant type properly, haha..its bcoz of BIO!!!...
haha..had a great day today...
did an experiment, had to take my blood...so..had to prick my finger to get my blood...and yea..it stil hurts till now...
mayb its bcoz mayura pricked wrongly for me...it was kinda painful..i was screaming till da whole class was actually lookin at me...i mean..it WAS pain..and she pricked me 3 times k...
when other ppl oni needed to do it once...summore very little blood came out..(mayb coz im low in blood?--> is dere such thing??)
but it was a great experience..haha..and found out my blood type..its A...but its kinda wierd, coz my dad's is AB and my mum is O...so im wondering if i can actually be an A? or probably i was just picked up frm da roadside? hahaha..*gotta do sum research bout it*
oh, and she pricked 2 holes..so now, my finger has two holes..*sobzzz*
if only shir did it for me, coz she is super good at doin dat..everyone was complementin her..haha..nvm, stil..had alot of fun..

haha..hm..and before recess, had 2 free periods, coz eng teacher din come, so...was doin abit of work, but ended up crapping, or shud i say arguing wit ann li...hahahaha
we were repeating wat we did in form 2 --> argue over cute guys.
haha..its kinda like..our hobby?haha..last time in form 2 it was lee ryan, frm the boyband BLUE,
and now...its issac frm da chinese series triumph in the skies..
haha..so fun la..crap wit her..haha..laughed like crazy...

OH..and i cut my hair...but..deres not much diff..just shorter, changed my parting..cut my frinch *is dat how u spell it??*..ohwel..yea...dats bout it..
had a great day..not so stress..and not so much of hw..hehe...*thank God*

hm..yea..guess dats it..
tu-ra..

havent been updating..havent been on9 for few days oso!!..
and its all bcoz of the amount of hws i hav...its crazy, its insane!!!
esh..im just taking a break frm doin work...and u noe wat...
my life now is just practically doin hw...its just..so wierd...aih..

and im reli struglling wit chemistry, coz my form 4 which is also my basic
for chem is terrible..i never bothered bout chem last yr, i think its also
partly bcoz of my teacher...hm..nvm its too late to blame anyone now, but also, i am the one dat shud b blamed la..:P
so rite now, im seriously struggling wit chem...specially wit persamaan..i cant even do a simple one...
i feel so stupid...okay..i think i am..hahaha..!!

wel, forget bout skool, ive got enuff...
erm..bout cell, hm..im just surrendering everythin to Him,
whether is Angeline gona stay, or move on,
im sure He has His plans..and its da best..so,

**Lord, hav ur way..if its ur will for Angeline to move on,
then let ur will be done...
and if ever she moves on, i pray dat u'll grant kaemern, the coming up interns n i
strength..to lead da cell...
truly, witout u, we wont be able to do anything..**

OHH..and one thing dat made me so...erm...geram???
i saw sumone *not gona mention name* wearing da mickey skirt dat i bought!!!
i mean..i noe..its not like..nobody else can buy dat skirt...but its da fact dat ive been
clashing bajus wit other ppl..and its wel, kinda embarassing...
is dere such thing as fear of buying clothes?? if yes, wats it called??
coz i think i reli hav dat fear...each time i wana buy a top/pants/skirt
i'll be scared..and worried...
wel, i thot of a way to curb dis fear of mine..and its to buy pasar malam clothes..keke..
i mean...pasar malam's clothes are not too bad..just dat..da material isnt so good..but its kinda stylish..haha...and im sure i wont clash wit ppl..*hopefully*..plus, its CHEAP...hahaa..!!
or another way is to make/decorate my own tops...but too bad, im not creative enuff to do dat..haha..and fabric paint is expensive...:( and i dun hav so much time to actually do dat..
u noe..like..havin piles of hw..how la??

aihs...summore i wana learn ice skatin..how la??i reli wana learn..i mean..as in..take classes...but wel, just gotta pray hard ler..hehehe...

kk..wil update prob few days later..will b bz dis whole week..i guess..:P
gotta makan now..cyaa..byeee..