everything about my week..

hm..okay..finally i get to hav sum time to post sumthin ere..hehe..

mon to fri, was basically skool n homeworks..and..of coz..bullying eejen..
hahaha..so fun to bully her la..so comel wan..*sorry la jen, just playing k* hehe..
yea..and all of a sudden i became a middle person between 2 BESTfrens who are fighting -lisan and kamloong..aih..
its just so hard..im hearing two diff stories..and i cant be telling anyone one of them anything..coz it'll just make things worse..but they're asking..and they noe dat i noe..and i cant lie..ESH>..i reli dun wana be da one dat makes things worse between them...

erm..as for cell, it was kinda erm..sad? dunola..but everyone seemed so tired
and moodless..(mayb coz of da fact dat they hav skool da next day)but,i stil had fun la..=P

as for saturday, aihs..so tiring la..had cross country..had to "run" for 5km..
yea..of coz i din run for 5 km..no way la..haha..but i din walk da whole time oso la..so..its like..mixture la..walk then run..then walk again..and then..thank God it started raining right after i finished da race..but stil, was soaked..hehe..and thank God dat da weather wasn't as bad as i expected..except for da haze la..but it wasnt hot or nything..it was..erm..very cloudy infact..but sadly, got haze la..aihs..*so smelly*

then on sunday (today), worship was good,lead by angeline and john, and pastor julie spoke bout erm..i dun think deres like..a title..hehe..dunola..*mayb wasnt paying attention?**whoOps* anyways, its was basically about climbing the ladder, as in..in watever aspect la..for skool, work (promotion) n all..
so yeala..and after service, had a short erm..duno wat to call it..meeting? haha..
watever u call it la..wit angeline,km and delaine..yeala..its regarding da cell's change of leadership..(coz our dear cell leader is moving on to college)
so..right now, duno if delaine is ready to take up internship (shes stil praying bout it..shes worried dat she cant commit so much..coz of her tight schedule)
and..km is goin to be da asst cl..and im gona be da cl..

okay..truthfully, i really and i mean REALLY..dun think dat im capable of taking dat up..i dun hav dat capability to lead da cell..im serious..i hav no idea how im gona do it..im not responsible enuff, im not committed enuff, and im not a good example and i..i just cant la..but..of coz, like wat pastor julie said, promotion comes frm God..so..guess if He chose me, im gona trust dat He's gona see me thru..and im surrendering it all to Him..

--Lord, u hear my cry, and u noe dat im relireli worried about taking dis up..but if its ur plan for me to be da cl, then im gona be obedient and obey u..so, i pray dat u'll see me thru and grant me da humility dat i wont be proud of myself,and keep reminding me dat im only ur servant,let the pride in me be removed, dat i may serve u humbly, and serve u wit al my heart..and also, grant me the commitment towards the cell..not forgetting km n delaine, may u use them to be an example to the others,and continue to lead and guide them even as they lead the cell..
and i knoe dat im not in any level higher than them, we are all just ur vessels, ur tools,..so i pray dat we'll all be able to work together and serve u wholeheartedly..and right now, im surrendering everything unto u..may u hav ur way..
in Jesus name i pray, Amen..!--

hm..guess dats bout it..see if i hav time to update during da week..coz test is like..in 8 days time..and ive not started studying..so yeala..
bye..cya..takecare!